Do you still remember?

When  you remember me, it means that you have carried something of who I am with you, that I have left some mark of who I am on who you are. It means that you can summon me back to your mind even though countless years and miles may stand between us. It means that if we meet again, you will know me. It means that even after I die, you can still see my face and hear my voice and speak to me in your heart. For as long as you remember me, I am never entirely lost.

mad

 See when you’re mad, you don’t miss people. So if you stay mad, it’s like you never knew them at all. That way you don’t feel sucky about them leaving you.

Final

Can't believe that days and  months pass by quickly. It's already September, Christmas is near but the end of first semester is nearer :(

September 4, 2010

                     I wake up in the morning at exactly 8:00 o'clock. The start of my day was just fine, i wear my favorite fluffy purple jacket which is given by him and go to school at 9:30. Oh its Saturday.

                     I and Tiiudz will treat our friends at shakeys. I hope this dinner will be just fine. And the moment came, it was a bit awkward but still hoping for the night to be great. When we were all eating,................

 And then my friends and I go home, it still a bit awkward for me. I don't know what's the problem. Well nice hanging out with you guys and most of all to sir MAk, Thanks Sir :D

BSIT 3 "Hell Year DAW!!!"

                                 OMG! I can't believe that I am a third year BSIT student na. Angbilis ng taon 'no? Well today (June 10, 2010) is our first day of school as a third year student. I am nervous (i think most of us feel this), it's like " kaya ko pa ba?", makasurvive pa kaya ako?", "sino kaya magiging instructor, sana hindi si ganto" and many more questions in our mines. But I'm so thankful kasi classmate ko na ulit mga college bff's ko and i know we can do it as long as we are together and also with the help of the Creator. Someday we will all be IT Professionals :D ♥

The 3weeks vacation is Over

                  Natapos din ang 2nd sem.... bakasyon... ngayon start nanaman ng summer term. Well goodluck to myself. I'm happy na wala akong bagsak or INC, thanks to the people that help me last 2nd sem, to those new friends, new experiences. And sa hindi ko malilimutang vacation ko na nakakapagod, nakakastress but I really enjoyed. 
                Let's start with my responsibilities as SK Chairman. Pagdating sa Province nong March 20, 2010 I start to plan about my Projects(planning dito, consult doon, gawa ng paper works dito papirma doon) hay...Nagpintura pa kami ng court..LOL I enjoy it, andami naming nagtulungan usually mga kabataan na kaclose ko at interesado sa magaganap na palaro. Dumating pa nga si Mr. M eh tas tumulong magpintura, don ko lang nalaman na umuwi din pala xa para magbakasyon...he also joined the competition(basketball player xa XD) then after that ngstart na ang annually summer basketball and volleyball competition(April 3, 2010) sa Barangay namin(organized by me, my SK Kagawads and supportive Barangay Officials). Nung una, un mahirap iorganize pero as time goes by siguro nasanay na din ako. I'm always present pag may laro, I'm one of the committee (timer o kaya secretary). One time sinamahan ako ni Mr. M magcommittee... nagpresinta xa, para di na daw ako mahirapan.... and the competition ends... hay awarding night naman ireready namin. We don't have enough fund for that na pero thanks to my cousin, xa sumagot ng sound system(love you couz)
               And the awarding night start (April 9, 2010). Buti nalang I have my sister and my another cousin. They present their selves to be the emcees for that gathering. Kung hindi I will be the one who will do everything nanaman. We enjoy this one ... sayaw jan, sayaw dito... contest jan award dito... it's not that stressful as of the competition.... 
               And finally mission accomplish. Natapos ko din lahat ng dapat kong gawin for my summer vacation. I still have 2 days to enjoy my vacation and to give my self a little time
.Here comes April 10, 2010.... Shockzzz puyat pa ako but I remember na kailangan ko pa umattend ng binyag. 10:00A.M. gising na ako at nagready to go to church. 10:45 na ko nakaalis sa bahay, wala kasi si papa walang maghahatid sakin but luckily asa bahay si pinsan kaya un nagpahatid nalang ako. The Baptism starts at 11:00A.M. , unfurtunately 11:10 A.M. ako dumating sa church, nakakahiya late ako :(... Buti nalang katext ko si Robin so nalaman ko kung asaang banda sila(andami kasing magpapabinyag that day). Paglapit ko sa kanila, buti nalang marami akong kakilala :)... Then  after the baptism we go to the reception...Robin gave me the purple balloon... (weh thanks) ... Then yon uwian na, pero before kami makaalis, kuya Joey(the father of the Baby) invited us again to their house... videoke daw. So pag-uwi pahinga lang konte tas un sinundo ako nila ate ivy, ate jean at ate maricris....Pagdating sa bahay nila kuya joey videoke mode naman tas unexpected my shot.... sabi nila ate jean gang 2:00P.M. lang kami kaya mabilis ang ikot ng "The Bar" but after the one, anothet bottle again... until it's 4:00P.M. and I notice that it was the 3rd bottle... Hala hilo na ko... May amatz na din sila... then 4:45P.M. na, nagkaayaang magswimming sa pool na malapit lang. 5:00P.M. un swimming na, pampatanggal ng amatz... nabitin ata sila bigla kumuha pa ng 2 the bar.... ilang oras din kami nagswimming... 8:15P.M. na ko nakauwi...buti nalang di ako pinagalitan ni mader...I'e never expect na magiging kaclose ko sila ate Ivy, ate jean at ate Maricris(bitter sila sakin noon kasi nakalaban ko sa pagiging sk ung pinsan nila) pati na rin si Robin. He take good care of me. I'll never forget this summer... sana may next time :)

14th of March 11:21PM

March 2010... andaming nangyari, last 3 weeks to go at bakasyon na.... I never expect na magiging ganto kakulay ang buwan na 'to para sa akin.
what's wrong?
the atmosphere change...
lot of work to do..
os
socio powerpoint
history mini film
REVIEW!!!




amp cant think ....nadedrain na utak q...
ayuko na mag-isip
AYUKO NA!!!(SHOUT) 
i'll edit you later...

I shouldn't

 I always see you. In the mall(with your girl), in the only subject we are classmate, in front of the school's atm machine, in the corridor before my sociology class, in an actor(you look like him.. amp...) I didn't want to smile to you anymore. I try to ignore you every time you pass by. In the corridor, what happened was you are the first who smile and say "hi rachele" (omg you say my name). I don't know what should I feel at that very moment. I want to melt like an ice cream. BUt thank God , I still manage to respond "ay... hello :) "... Then I rush to my class because I will be late. I know it's wrong to admire you more each time I see you, every time you smiles back...

-smile :'(

heartbreaker than the heartbroken

 “I hope that some day, you find an amazing girl. The kind of girl who means everything to you and makes you want to spend every moment of your time with her. The kind of girl who keeps you up at night, just thinking about her beautiful smile, and when you finally fall asleep, she’s all you dream about. I hope she’s the first thing to cross your mind when you wake up in the morning. I hope she changes you in a way you could never understand, yet you know it`s for the better. I hope she’s the kind of girl you would die for. The kind of girl who could make you cry, even though you’d never admit it. The kind of girl who makes you want to go out and do something special, something that means everything to the both of you. The kind of girl you can have silly fights with, then kiss and make up and hold her in your arms like you`re falling in love all over again. I hope you make memories with her you never forget. I hope she’s your world, and what you have with her is nothing less than perfection. And I hope that one day, you lose her. I hope you mess up and as hard as you try to keep her there with you, she slips through the cracks of your broken heart. I hope it destroys you, because you realize you’ve lost the person you once called your everything. I hope you see every moment you spent together spin away down the drain like it was waiting to happen. I hope you stay up at night because she’s on your mind and when you fall asleep, she haunts your dreams. I hope her beautiful smile stays pressed in your mind like a scar that won’t fade away. I hope you realize that you’re a new person because of her, I hope your new self feels incomplete without her and you miss the old you. The one that was okay with being alone, because you’d rather be the heartbreaker than the heartbroken."

#PoeticHeartache

HOROSCOPE

CAPRICORN - The Passionate Lover
Love to bust. Nice. Sassy. Intelligent. Sexy. Grouchy at times and annoying to some. Lazy and love to take it easy. But when they find a job or something they like to do they put their all into it. Proud, understanding and sweet.

Irresistible. Loves being in long relationships. Great talker. Always gets what he or she wants. Cool. Loves to win against other signs especially Gemini’s in sports. Likes to cook but would rather go out to eat at good restaurants.
Extremely fun. Loves to joke. 

(December 27, 1991)

Don't Come Back

Her biggest fear was that one day he would say ‘I want you back.’ She would break down in tears trying to think of a way to explain she is still too heartbroken from the last time and she’s still not ready to lose everything again.

So that’s the best advice that I could give: is just to keep moving forward and don’t give a shit on the past and in what anybody thinks, you know. Just keep moving forward and do what you have to do for you. Everyone’s heartbroken nowadays. But I mean, we all just have to move on. What’s the point of reminiscing when you know the person is no longer worth while; when they’re no longer who they used to be? When their heart is somewhere else? Do you think they still care for you, or are still thinking about you? Because frankly, they don’t.

you just let me go and do nothing at all

Go after her, don't sit there and wait for her to call, go after her because that's what you should do if you love someone, don't wait for them to give you a sign cause it might never come, don't let people happen to you, don't let me happen to you, or her, she's not a f*cking television show or tornado. There are people I might have loved had they gotten on my place or run down the street after me or called me up drunk at four in the morning just to tell me right now and because they can not regret this and I always thought I'd be the only one doing crazy things for those people who would never give enough of a fuck to do it back or to act like idiots or be entirely vulnerable and honest and making someone fall in love with you is easy and flying 3000 miles in four days notice because you can't just sit and do nothing and breathe into telephones is not everyones idea of love but it is the way i can recognize it because that is what I do, go scream it and be with her in meaningful ways because that is reality, that is beautiful, and that is generous and THAT IS WHAT LOVING SOMEONE IS, that is raw and that is unguarded, and that is all that is worth anything, really.

But then, what you have done. You just let me go and do nothing at all. Where are those sweet promises, "I wont live you, I'll fight for my love for you, I will always be by you side and I promise I wont hurt you and never let the tears run down from your pretty eyes" and others. You broke me into pieces, and leave me scattered on the floor. Now I don't know where should I start to fix this puzzle. Do I need to ask help from him? or do it by my self? Or should I let time to heal this pain.

It's been awhile now, but still I can't forget the pain and I don't know if this cut inside of my heart really starts to heal.

syak

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are not looking merely for a girl/boyfriend - you are looking for your life partner. Perhaps you should be more open-minded about who you spend time with. The person you are looking for might hide their charm under their exterior.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:

You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

fairytale

for the person who pursues you, the one who will make an ordinary moment seem magical, the kind of person who brings out the best in you and makes you want to be a better person; wait for the person who will be your best friend, the only person who will drop everything to be with you at any time no matter what the circumstances, for the person who makes you smile like no one else and when they smile you know they need you. Wait for the person who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats and a tee shirt, but appreciates it when you get dressed up for them. And most of all, wait for the person who will put you up at the center of their universe, because that’s where you belong.